What is Right

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This week ranks 2nd hardest next to the week we spent in the Hospital. I finally gave in and put Annalise on the medication that was prescribed. After reading all about the side effects talking to several parents that use the med and a few nurses I put her on it on Sunday. I immediately saw her slow down and all she wanted to do was suck her thumb. Then came this little girl I did not know. Wining and crying what most parents would call typical 2 year old behavior tantrums kicking and screaming I think you get the picture. But this is not my little girl she is happy and loves to play and has never thrown a tantrum. By the 3rd day she was thrashing so badly in her sleep that she fell off the foot of my bed. It went on all night and I caught her several times from flying off the bed. I called the Doctor and they had me take her of the meds immediately. After a day and a half of detox I have my little girl back. But she has to start a new med shure hope this one is better.

We also took a look at a few day care situations and let’s just say I have had many good cries over what I saw. One center wanted to have her share her medical condition with all her class mates. I don’t think so she is 2 and this is private. Hello have you ever heard about confidentiality. Let’s just say they have now and she won’t be going there.

To top off the week I have lost my main support system the one person that has been there for us day in and day out. It is over and I am truly a single mom. We will get through this too but the timing could not be worse. I have reached out to the body of Christ and asked for help. I know that God is the only one that can heal us both. He will help us get through this difficult time and open the right doors to the future.